Staying Alive (My Brief Biography)

As old man says “the sun never sits on one’s problems” still very true for me. Life is such that problems cropping up every now and then. I, too Had My share of sorrows but no profound statement in my mind that enable me to wade through the problems. For once and now, I found myself in such Dire straits that there seemed to me “no way out now”. It Started in 1991 When my grandfather was assassinated by militants in Punjab when he was Coming back to home (AKLIA) Punjab. He was a true ideal for me to follow his footsteps. Everyone respects him due to his habit for helping Other’s without taking any money or material goods. He was much closed to Late Sh. Giani Zail Singh and Mr. Rajeev Gandhi. That incident took me off
From my right path shown by him (Becoz he taught me to be honest/patient/ Work for others/Helping the poor and no lies) but after his death, a new Personality devolvped in me, totally different from my genuine personality.

I feel a complete transformation of a human being (I become arrogant, aggressive, violent, fill with rage, denied others thoughts, mood swings , Behavior changes and unfortunately, I was put myself on drugs (Opiates & Medical drugs) means according to psychiatrists I was develop a disease Called BPD/ADHD & MPD (multiple personality disorder). My Alter Personality was more dominant than original. Bullshit, no disease like One they diagnose ever exists, It’s just a state of mind which is producing Anxiety & Behavior changes.

FORTUNATALY: God has given me a price less gift (Brain), I was intelligent /sharp and quickly adaptive to the conditions that’s why I am Alive Today. I completed my Studies in 2002 (B.A & PGD in computer installation and networking) in 2001, I completed a crash course from new Delhi model town centre Web Designing (HTML/DHTML/XML/UML/ASP/Scripting) , Prog. Languages (C++ & Java), Database Administration (SQL SERVER) & Operating Systems (Windows-NT / LINUX RED HAT Administering).

NOTE: During that period, I had gone through 3 times to the psychiatrist for de-addiction but failed to do so. Then I started searching psychiatry & found that the drugs they were giving to me were more dangerous than others. They Have no logic and tests to diagnose any such disease, they were simply relied On 10-15 questions asked to everyone, mostly 4 or 5 fits into their theory and Drug Prescription, however they won’t know the affects of the drug prescribed Mostly of them were and still are mind altering drug formulation that sploits a Life easily, the patient feel more aggression, anxiety, sudden behavior change and mood swings and most dangerous of all is turning one’s behavior homicidal And resulted into suicide or killing others.

Recovery Phase: I mustered courage to get over the bad phase, what inspired me is one book named Papilon (A true story of a man, who escapes from the jail No body even dares to think about. He was caught six times becoz the prison was in the sea undergone torture, left alone in a dark cell nobody to speak with.But no one stops him to let free and he was successfully break from jail in 7th attempt).

Today I have a reputation of being different from others. I do my work before deadlines, Punctual, providing genuine information on IT, completed Microsoft Exam’s to earn credit as a Microsoft Certified IT Professional/Microsoft Cert. Partner/Beta Tester.

ROLE OF CCHR (citizens commission on human rightsNon Profit) : cchr completely fill me with information regarding drugs and fake diseases created for money & getting big amt. from pharma companies to prescribe their drugs .

I joined cchr in 2009 & now a investigator for monitoring psychiatry’s ill practices.

Regards

Gurbinder Sharma

MCITP/MCP/MCTS/MCNPS


NGO’s: CCHR, Child line India foundation, Step up for women, UNICEF
Awaaj do Volunteer to provide 8000 million children books/uniforms and get Them back to schooling under RTE (Right to Education).